hEaLs n sAVes

saviour... He can move the mountains... My God is mighty to save.. He is mighty to save..

this song always flowing thru my mind... but until now.. i got nothin i can write out... nothin that is that public to be written out... but.. for those in front of the screen... when there is no place to write out... tell Him ur problem... let Him share with u... He is more than willing to do so...

NOW... i m much much stronger... i mean physically.. i can RUN today... :)

ooooooOOOOOOOUUUUCCCHHHH!!!!!

Haizzz.... HANDICAP!

can u imagine a person eating the food like...... haizzzz juz cant control my left hand well.... wut to do? own fault, own carelessness..n stupidity......

when u come near me,sumtimes u will hear "ouch!" or"OUCH!"

n this time... is... OOOOOOOOUUUUUUCCCCCCCHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who is the fellow that make me scream like this? ask the person la! CRUEL! T.T
the feeling is like...

in the deep layer of the skin.... blood is flowing so fast n so much... n heat coming all the way out to the surface.. pulsation aching.... niddle-like paining....juz like..."I NEED ICE!"

breath in -- out -- in -- out......."huf--fuu--huf--fuu...."

I WANT LOLLIPOP! *i bought myself one:)* (i did the same thing rite after the oil "poured" on me)---lollipop is the best medicine leh.... dont trust me? try it out n u will noe..

can anyone help me to ask chupa chups, y r they not selling strawberry milk anymore? i want strawberry milk.. the best lollipop i have ever eaten before..

pAINfulllll :)

HAHAHAHaaaahhhaaa...........
at last.. can tell the truth :P....

after i got addicted in writing blog... i feel excited writing everything in the blog... like.. happy event, sad things.. wutever ... even sth like this.........

one fine special evening, we planned to cook for our dear ps n his family... n my reponsibilities is...sweet n sour pork...
YUMMY!

steps:
1. Cut the skin of the pork n throw it into the rubbish bin. :P
2. Cut the pork into small cube pieces.
3. Apply some salt on it for taste. (keep an eye on cholesterol)
4. Dip the pork pieces into eggs n flour. (for better--use corn flour instead of normal wheat flour)
5. Deep fry them for 15mins or until it turn brownish... *crunchy*
6. Repeat all the steps for enough amount of pork!
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oooooOOOUCH!!!!

"noone ask u to fry ur hand oso ah!!!".....*sob sob*....this is wut we call carelessness :P... nth one la.. tough girl ma... :)

HOPE that this medicine WORKS!!!! :)

p/s:wish me get rid of the "thing" earlier leh....:) thx

I Don't Want To Go Somewhere

You changed my world
When You came to me.
You drove a passion,
In my soul down deep,
Lord, to follow You in everything.

I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there,
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie.
And I don't want to walk that road,
Be a million miles from home,
Cause my heart needs to be where You are.
So I don't want to go.

So come whatever,
(Whatever may come)
I'll stick with You.
(Right by Your side)
I'll walk You'll lead me,
Call me crazy or a fool,
For forever I promise You...

That I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there,
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie.
And I don't want to walk that road,
Be a million miles from home,
Cause my heart needs to be where You are.
So I don't want to go

Without Your touch,
Without Your love
Filling me like an ocean.
Our grace is enough,
Enough for me.
(I don't want to go)

Never want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there.

by Avalon
p/s:blog's background song's lyrics

dINe wITh LOVE!!

cooking..cooking... cooking... *telephone vibrate at 4.45pm*

me:"hello.."
weeks:"where r u now?"
me:"in the room la..."
weeks:"done?"
me:"no la...still got lots more..."
weeks:"watch the time ah!"
me:"kkk.. bb.."

we are cooking in our own rooms n we r goin to ps ken's house to dine with them.. letting them try malaysia chinese usual dinner :)

though it's a rush... (cos everyone juz after school n need to cook n need to....HURRY!) but.. it's FUN!

we departed at 6.30pm at last.... n the funniest part is... we still need to wait if we reach there... cos our main meal ---- RICE is not cooked yet :)

things happened like this...

--sat morning--
me:"where u wanna cook ur rice?"
wendy:"i think i gonna cook in ps ken's house.."
me:"r u sure? u need to bring ur rice pot.."
wendy:"no prob.. i can put it in my bag.. no prob no prob"
me:"ok... it's up to u.."

--on the way to ps ken's house--
*in the bus*
me:"ooopsss... it's late.. n we still cant start dinner rite after reaching there.."
weeks:"y??"
me:"our main meal--RICE!! not cooked yet"
wendy:"nvm la... 30 min oni.."
me:"orite..."

*in the metro*
me:"actually juz now do u have enuf time to cook the rice?"
wendy:"ya..."
me:"y din u cook it?"
wendy:"the rice is... NOT WITH ME!"
me:"huh?" *thinking*.....*weeks bought it*.....*run to the other side n sit down*
me:"weeks.. erm.. did u bring the rice?"
weeks:**showin me large eyes**---indicating--nope....
me:**-_-**
me:"mei siu... do u have money? we gonna buy rice.."

*in ps ken's house--half way preparing to cook the rice(we cooking chicken rice actually)*
me:"where is ur chicken cube?"
wendy:"i din bring :)"
me:"huh?" **-_-**
wendy:"nvm... let's cook ginger rice..."

HAHAHAAAA.. funny rite.. but thx to our great chef--wendy... the rice n muachi n the soup super nice... corny chicken from yellow weekee chicky's gdma's recipe is wonderful... n thx for piao mei oso.. helping for cooking... n mei siu, our dishes washer...

GREAT JOB guys!! we had had a wonderful dinner... :)

p/s:will upload photos sooonnnn... :)

rESt...

the week of rest... restoration

the week of restoration is the week where i m off from everything.. taking off n juz concentrating on studies.. it's v nice :) .... BUT....

is that really me? is that really my personality-- that doesn't wanna involved in anything? may b i m not that type... may b i m from the type we call as "BUSY BODY" type... :) is busy body a kind of good thing? i dunno....

let me say.. i m not sure of myself for the whole week... i dunno actually where i wanna go?? wut i m aiming for?? --------but.. i think i noe wut i should DO! d..

think buddy.. think n think..

"i m created as how i should b, though i m not a perfect one, but He created me like this with a purpose, if i din hurt anyone.. let me b how i m n let m b how i should b.. so that i wont be lost n i wont have to worry of the next step!"

... GREAT ya!

so... wut u think.. i m that funny n that.... "wut wut wut" rite? juz try to comment n i will consider.. but b4 u comment.. think m i a problem with that or without that? :)

thx for knowing me so deeply :)

The Heart Of Worship

When the music fades and all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus

King of endless worth, no one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours
Every single breath

by Matt Redman

p/s: pls bring everyone of us back Lord!

bOOm

small small wish.. mayb i dunno how to tell... i could have learnt... but i din.. end up... good JOB! for a [bOOm]...

pieces by pieces i gathered, pieces by pieces i applied with glue

(elephant glue)... Heart din get together though...

did i really mean it in a wrong way? i tell for WINNING?? i scold for WINNING??

"YES! i WON"

*is it sarcastic enough?*... haha... "how much i hope to win a battle over u!" :P

did i really mean that?? that's wut u told me... but i dunno...

internal: "wut have u won from that?"-- me: "i dunno.. may b he mean pride gua..."
internal: "but wut u really get from that?"-- me: "dunno... now feel no strenght.."

It'll b a succeSSsss

BioCHEM!!! biochem!! biochem!!! u gonna listen to me!

p/s: wish me gd luck pls.... THX!

MesSy... PuSsy..

not talking bout cat... talking bout ME!

again... "i lost my notessss...!" suppose to b in the room wut.. now.. haiz.. dunno la.. T.T... i want my notes back..

"i need a maid.. i need a maid.. i need a maid.."
a person offer me the service but with term n condition.. 5 meals a day.. wut a PIGGGG :P....
no la.. anyway i cant let my frens become my maid.. cos everyone will noe how how how messy m i... how how how a lazy person m i... too sad la..

Now.. let's see.. wut is MESSY?

n wut is TIDY?

p/s: both oso not my room ah!!

tHe SpRinG day...

CoLd.....

The worst thing u got during spring!...."HUH?" *blur...*

"Spring!! COLD?? r u telling the truth??"

Of cos i dun mean spring is cold when it's compared with winter... Spring is the season having the best weather... walking outside without worrying getting frozen...BUT... U will experience a day of... without HOT water... n the water flowing out the tap can numb all ur fingers within 30sec...

CAN'T BELIEVE???... try it out..:P

However... this year, they have improve a lot.. it's juz 1 day... i still rmb i experienced that condition for few days last year... How can u imaging bathing with limited volume of water? It's juz not enuf!!! is like..... coming out of the bathroom with soap on the body... "aikssss"

Another thing bad of the beginning of the spring is......

VIRUSES

flu... fever... cough...muscle pain.... headache.........

GUYS n GALS! better take care.... it's for ur own good... not my business but it's really for ur own good...

HaPPy woMEN"S dAy

Happy woMEN's day... Hey guysssss getting present on that day? did the person tell u that u r like a lady?? :) i gave out present on this day too, but i dun mean that u r a women la... juz dun have time on that day.. so.. may b had let u down... SORRYYYYY....

Let's see,wut's women's day n wut's men's day? for me, both r rest dayssss, cos we dun have classes.... :) When God created man, he created "wo!"men to assist him. She is created from the rib of the man, so she is part of him n belong to him... That's y, man+woman=whole... man+man=x... woman+woman=x...

No matter wut day it is, we have to appreciate both men n women from time to time.. so guys n gals... show ur appreciation..

HoW OlD is Koh KOh....

Happy bgay koh koh :P... sorry... wrongly type... happy bday.. SORRY ah... really feel thankful to those bday reminderssss... (i forgot ur bday la...paiseh..)...anyway, i still wish u early wut... :)

u noe it's nice to get a simple n from the heart present n can give u relaxation when u see or listen to it... though it's a bit funny.. but when u listen to "...i nv noe how much it cos, to see my sin upon the cross....." n "i'm coming back to the heart of worship..."

so. wut should i send u leh? wut u want for ur bday koh?let me think about it ah...hehe...

niiiccCEEEE ViDeo??? hidup berkualiti :P

Heavy.......Do u noe how heavy u feel when a hammer is in ur head??...My anatomy got no prob, dun worry.. i noe inside our head, our skull is not hammer but brain... but when ur brain jam and ur head feel heavy, is juz like a hammer is hidden inside.. T.T..

Have u ever seen a person taking people's lower part of the body n swinging the video camera here n there??.. it's juz so terribly captured.. it's not a personal storage of video, but need to be produced n sell... pls do ur BEST... m i toooo straight forward?? i dun mean to shoot anyone, but that clip juz gave me lots of headache n troublessss*PiiIIpIIIiiii* *water boiling**guluulu..gugullluuuu*

can we have one week holidaysssss for woMEN's day??? i really want n need... HELP!!!!....

will write bout woMEN's day soooooonnnn....

yEE sHaNg... LoU sHaNg...

yan yat??? EveryoNe's bday le... wut a wonderful day... it's on last sat...8 of us... celebrated...

i heard water dripping sound... haha.. it's from ur mouth.. :P.. not bluffinf.. it's super duper nice u noe?

lou shang members...

and.... we had our 2nd lou shang on sat.. 2days ago.... for over 30 people..*wow! huge no. leh* everyone enjoyed... "let u see the photos next time..." A lot of people asked :"what's the ingredients?"... wut i wanna say is... no matter wut's in the yee shang... it's not important.. it's all about in our heart... about HOTSPOT!! *AWAS!PANAS!*.. we will be MASSIVE in moscow...

.. i like this song.... it sings:".... i'm coming back to the heart of worship, it's all about u, it'a all about u...."

HoW olD is TOtOrO?

haha... i think TOtOrO is not v old oni... juz a few months.. erm.. anyway.. i m one year old now.. i juz celebrated my "bday" an hour ago.. wut a SURPRISE!!

Wut a messy head, messy table, messy bed... messy everywhere.. :P n there r 5 visitors... "MALUNYA.." cress, eric, weekee, ee-kim & meisiu.. who will celebrate this kind of bday la?? anyway, it's v v v SPECIAL...With cress 12-oclock bday dinner, a cards with dogs (i wonder y it isn't card with catssss!--anyway it's nice), a funny handy spicy "ba gua" (not busy body punya ba gua, is dried meat from MALAYSIA, n it's spicy), and oso... sushi mushi...OOOoooopssss.. i forgot about the chocolate..

Dun be stunt n dun think that i m crazy.. how can a 1 year-old kid writing a blog? In His eyes, we all r kids, though i m juz 1 years old, i can write and can testify about HIM!! :)

Life is not easy after i was re-born, but i believe that He will make a way, He will deliver us out of all these trials n tests, as we believe we had receive, it'll be done in His name! how should we endure? all r depending on His POWER! Everyone have tried to turn away from Him, wut we got is... He is still taste the best... He said wut... TASTE amd noe He taste GOOD!

BrB

have been away for a long time... still bz... will be back v v v soon with surprise!!... n my TOtOrO got stuck in the camera n not out yet.. u noe?:P