I don't worth a penny..

"Sorry daddy..."

"ни высота, ни глубина
не смогут нас
отлучит от Христа"

Running up the staircase, my heart was beating with pulse over 100/min, and I am breathing over 20/min. It has been a week i waited, every Sunday is the day I get to go there and it's the very same day I started waiting for the next one.

I don't know how many times I will say, "I'm sorry daddy..."

But I know He has promised to forgive me if I truthfully come to repentance.

There are people I couldn't accept and there are people I love being with, but I know God looks at everybody the same. It's not because of you are quiet He loves you, but even you are noisy. Not on the very same day you accepted Him, you are totally changed, but it's the day you decided to be better.

Knowing my granduncle has gotten throat cancer, I recalled his life, his wife...... What will be in your mind on the day you are so weak, laying down on the bed, knowing you might not live till tomorrow and do not know where will you be heading towards?

Recalling back all you have been through, all that you have done on this earth, all that you have gone through, with or without help...... Why are you on this earth? Why are you working to survive for another day?

Some people says, " You have gone too far... thought too much... I do not know, but this is all that has been in my brain. And I know I have found the answer and I want to work out better. I can't and I am not good at all now, but I have no right to say to others, 'you are a bad servant of Christ' because I know I am not any better in God's eyes."

"I know You don't see through our eyes, please help everyone of us to understand this!"